exiled to life

some birthday...

2005-02-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

heh...talk about a "happy" birthday...i dunno...theres always a limit to how much someone will blog...especially a guy so yea...this the_limit guys

wish list up!

2005-02-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

yay...my impossible wish list is already up but im only just have way through haha...damn laods of things are happening...and i dont really have time in da day to blog it out bLah...but hey!!post-valentines is coming up and i think its gonna be somewhat great?...well we'll just see eh?(!!scroll down scroll down!!)(right side!!)(bracketing is so fun)(i love it)((:)

brain dead

2005-01-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

orHhh...its been a while since i updated my blog since umm...mum crisis hah!well its official than..."the tests" have started crap...i juz cant believe i juz ditched the whole of todays science test for the first time...man i was so sick last week i didnt even go to school at all!!so i guess so much till i dont even know wads the definition of amplitude...darn it...i still dont!gosh...tuition and all havent really been anything good in my time schedule...damn its 1138 and im still awake cuz i juz slept like 2hrs after tuition ouccH...im never gonna wake up tmr manx...man at this time i really cant think much bout life cuz it suxx that much oiC...hey! but sundays msg was great with another hard-to-find-joker-speakers haha...the guy was funny...he taught us to swear coded...this!ahha...my friends in school all laughed too...luckily it wasnt that bad when i told them the swear code sam and his friends made up....nucking futs...shant eXplain but if u dun get it duN...isnt it just sick how you keep looking forward to saturday until the end of the year and when school starts i do that again...sec5 gotta hurt badd...if not for my chinese i'll prolly be hoping around in some JC joinin some unexpected cca like how shawn joined dance heehee...okae....brain dead for sure....maybe more next time ;)

she is a bad influence

2005-01-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

mum is driving me kapoo.mum is drivimum is drivimum is driving me kapoong me kapoomum is driving me kapoomum is driving me kapoomumum is driving me kapoom imum is driving me kapoos driving me kapooMUM IS DRIVING ME KABOOOOOM!!!!!!!

hmwk already ??!!

2005-01-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

oh manx...u know back in the old days the word homework doesnt even exist in my vocabulary...and now i have homework like in the first week and going on...ouchhh...manx Os year is sucky...i'm doin hmwk!!whaaa...crappy it feels soooo wierd rushing through hmwk in the night lohh and my mum's hard core pmsing nowadays...damn she gets on my nerves...she never pmsed so baddd before...its the worst case of pms i ever seen!!!ah haha...ok keep cooL...bLah...and now i gotta con't my hmwk before im screwed tmr...gogogo *sighx*

nice day to start school :)...yea riite

2005-01-04T04:55:00.000+08:00

arrRRrr....i guess the last few days of 04 was fun going to mark's, having the first watch night service in years(it was my first) and probably midnight pool haha...so much for fun anyways . . .

today has to be the worst day of my eNtIrE life goshh!!! my luck has never been so bad i tell ya...[first] getting caught for long hair in the morn during mrning assembly geez...and like thats not even half of the people that needs cutting laaa...to bad never mind, getting send to the DM is pretty much common even with the best behaved guys i know...well no biggy except this time ah lua wants us to go straight home immediately to cut our hair...like biG sigh but hey...theres a first for everybody...[second] nice day for a ride to the barber in the morning hah...who knew my HP SLIPPED OFF MY POCKET WHEN I ALIGHTED lehhh...i was like feling fo rmy hp when i dropped off only to look at the darn bus alomost reaching the mext stop..PHOoeyphoOEY :( ....okok coolcool never mind...its God's doing ,definetely not mine heehee...i still wonder why though...may have an idea but shan't bLab it now...back to school with my new hair cut...[lastly...] school was finally over wheww...great to see my friends so we had lunch togeher yay...2 mouth full of noodles and i had a fit....waaaaad!!3 strikes and thats it la!

great manx juZz great

merry chrsitmas eh?phooey...

2004-12-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

christmas ! or should i say boxing day already hahas...cant believe im still up...must be the fact that i've been snoozing for so loong since i came back from mark's after yesterday's biG night when we all did great for musical and gave the crowd......especially the second row...something to cry for heh...i flipped when i took out the wrong card outta my pocket during deck the malls which was totally funny haha!

did last minute shopping with jess pam and tim in the afternoon for cheryl beL and wen E heh...didnt wanna wax my hair that early so i wore my mugger's cap which later leonard asked if i was gonna wear that later on stage when i arrived at church...beL and wen e 's presents were easy but than came cheryL's!!hah...was kinda tough getting her one cause she's not really your average girL...more of the sophisticated one of a kind unique gaL i know?...not really your usual bubbliy pink-lover flowerery or butterflies gurL haha...but it boiled down to thE most controversial rapper so i got her the Encore album heh...i wonder if it was a nice album hmm...oh but hey!kinda corny la...we all saw WOW worship 2005 out already when tim and i were in the music store...gotta get it sooner or later heehee

had to be in church by 5 so i quickily rushed down to rach's to pick out a shirt and tie!uncle james was in a pretty good and cheery mood manx!haha im soo happy that day...nuttin better makes me smile than seeing a grown man smile(like me dad too)haha...most of his shirts were tailored so it was either the blue or white one...guess we soon agreed white was better since it matches any tie heh...and since it was christmas...rach and sarah picked out the purple one...love it too muaha...so cheerio and blasted my way back to church hoho...gave a full prac through and the night begun...it was freakish crap soon after la...i should have followed shawn and go caroling but thought change was good...guess not always the case...felt freaking eXtra there la...so gald there are people in church who actually know why i feel that way...

tired of trying to fit in and stuff manx...maybe a chat here and there but i swear i'll never waste my bloody time trying to fit in and be another extra...maybe that'll be one of my new year's resolution hoho...i know where i really stand now and all doubts were like proven right already...i guess i have to be direct la...im not that kinda person who acts as if something isn't happening...like with my parents i really dun put up with shit la so yea...forgive me those out there...

persents and cards given were really sweet and i love them all yupps...real nice of timtay to gimme a little gift as well though we havent really talked much yepp...now i feel embarrased for not getting hiM one!!i should be the one giving him one since his new to carmel...feeeling real sucky manx...ought ta get my perspective straighten out manx

but in any case...a happy merry christmas, boxing day and new year!Loads Of Laughter!...hah yea riite bLaaah

symphony heights hahX

2004-12-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

hahas...yester we kinda ended musicaL prac later than usual cause we did a full run through of it all twice and ended like at 11 instead of our usual 10... and we usually have supper after that till say 11?but 11 last night?didnt think theres was time for that since it was so late...but heyhoo! pam kiew decided to give us a treat at cheese praaata!!happiness manx...totally yummy but i forgot to say i wanted cheese egg....not egg lolx...but hey..its prata!...so after shawn poped e question if we guys wanna stay over at his place since its..."free"muaha!!so steve drove us back and we watched xXx...and laugh and talked till 3 heh...couldnt sleep when it hit 9:30 and cheryl smsed me heh...so i surfed a little we watched happy tree friends hehe and splited off home before meeting back at orchard but i had seisure when i reached home so didnt do much but pigged it out hoho...feeling better know but it was a total spoiler bLah...heh didnt know i could condense everything into sth so small like that muaha...

fud'd up day

2004-12-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

my dad's being a fudging jerk...my mum's bitching but she'd cool off luckily...that was like afternoon but guess there will never be an end as loong as i live with them...my mum lost her hp and she finally got a new replacement...great news too cause she said she was cool with me trading hp with me cause when i lost mine she said she get me a new one but baCked out last minute(and thats a whole different story)...so now she's making it up to me but my dad just has to interupt this whole happy moment for me when i've compromise so much already(yet another whole fudge'd up story)...he didnt even bought the hp and his complaining im getting a new hp...sure his voicing out his damn opinion which is good since i come from some darn "complex"family...the reason why i ran away anyways...he keeps saying "i always want one foot when i have an inch"...wads his damn problem...he just gave me this impression that it wasnt good enough for me since im always useless...spending his $$ which i rarely and etc. ...bugger...like as if i dont wanna get a job and get my own apartment and live alone and stuff...jerk...all this x'mas is getting to him cause he has loads of hampers to send out and he's freaking busy and stress and now he's passing it down with his dump attitude...its stupid of me to get angry cause of him la but i really have no tolerance for that sick shit ass irritating guy...wad a way to start the week...thank the Lord i just some how wake up with this happy feeling inside me every morn......geez

9 pointer pass

2004-12-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

haixx...stupid construction work going on again...when will it bloody stop manx...sure it looks nice but it had better finish by x'mas! neway since friday...which was N level results day...met up with xerxes and paLs for our "last lunch" before getting our results that would alter our future forever!!but neway i knew i wouldn't fail...juz didnt know how "badly" i would pass...turns out its a 9pointer instead of a 7 i wished for but heyy...cant be choosy riiite?neway so it was revealed and everyone i knew passed except i passed the worst bLah...not very proud yes but life goes on cant help it eh?so while i was practicing for musical they were already at soul garden celebrating!and comparing how sam organises parties last time...i wonder what was going through his mind that makes him so darn sad, confuse or etc. ...i sooo wanted to partyy or celebrate on that day manxx wha kaox!sighx guess secondary school doesnt end at Ns eh?but its like we're being forced to BE "matured"...no more fun just plain ol' going about life and everything in it except theres nuttin that would ever involve fuN in it...i mean it IS still the hols riite?but coming to think o fit i guess this IS the vicious cycle we're all in eh?as u grow u also grow outta the stuff we used to do...but theres always the exception riite...

anywayys saturday!jive jive ladies haha...had my first jive lesson...it was pretty cool considering i'd learned the steps jess and tim learned + the extras we all learn on sat...was kinda sad neither beL or pam could make it...not even janelle oiC haix....but hey!praises the lord cause there was a girl who came only on the second lesson as well and i guess she was pretty good looking as well heh haha...she kinda looked like shi from the side and i always keep re-focusing my thoughts that she aint shi! it was....heR hahas...yea i seriously forgotten her name even before the lesson was over...i seriously have this problem of asking peoples name just for the sake of asking manx and than it doesnt register in me and than i feel stupid askin again hahx...neway aunty mimi! came ya know?juz by coincidence la...she used to attend lessons by dance dynamix as well and she was pretty familar with the instructors so she thought she dropped by but guess she had to drop us off as well later at church after lessons ended hahx

sunday was smooth going i guess...juz found out that our props were just basically signs thats all so we spent the whole afternoon making them...must admit my art skills really deproved alot heh...

east coast outs

2004-12-17T11:20:00.000+08:00

ha...i kinda saw xerxes on my way to church on wednesday and we both were like awaken that we both sill existed so i guess we'd, chin chye, jun qing and chin how went to east coast to spend a little time with each other...since we all are broke going to town to have fun N laughter hahs...

couldn't believe i was the first even though i was like 10mins late!?anyways big shocker when chin chye told me both wai ji and jun qing got a 7610...like what?!!i mean seriously?i guess its perfectly understandable for wai ji since he's financially inclined but jun qing??his living conditions are worst than me ya know!heh...guess he muz have been saving eh?...anyways at least he has taste too...he got the white/gold model instead of the black/red one wai ji got eww...neway we found out later that xerxes invited his shangri la friend as well...juin wei if im right...hmm nice guy...kinda has this little retard look cuz his eyes are kinda close together but i dun go for looks in a friend anyway...got our bikes and chin chye and i started doing crazy stunts though the bike wasnt really suited for those stuff hahs...drank loads of water piss loads too hah...and whaO!when we were returning back to the bike shop chye long caught me!his my primary school friend but i didnt really recognise him Bcuz of his hat...i kinda bLab out if the girl he was with his gF but turns out he wasnt...ops!i must have embarrassed him...neway we got bored after returning the bikes so we went for LAN...we were like crazy till i found out we've been playing for 2hrs+ oiC...than i guess it was dinner and goodbye

the bacon carbonara for dinner didnt really taste that nice manx

yF camp 04

2004-12-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

hahas opps...guess i havent blogged in for quiet a while already guessed we al were busy after yF camp 04 since adrian started musical practice rite after camp...phew...wadda week

oh lets get down neway...i still kinda like last years yf camp though...we had plenty more free time than this year and a much bigger space for play at the changi chalet...but this years one was some sort like those tour package thingy where everyone would be given their room and we all would go down for breakfast at a located time and the list goes on hah...so i guess it was great sleepin in the new rooms with all the super strong air cons blowing at ya at night!...but the guys and i got the room beside the one i used to go for dcg on the third floor...boys were on the third and girls on the forth heh...and the funny thing was that we were allowed to use the girls toilet on the third floor which was pretty cool since no boy has ever stepped into one of em'...and vice versa for the girls!so first day was mostly exploring the building and stuff...hmm never really asked what the girls thought of the invention of the....erm lost for words again...thingy guys use to pee w/o sitting?hahahaha...cubicles were really small and i had to like lean back just to open the door after bathing

neway time passed and than it was tuesday!!breakafast yumyum than on to worship...oh yea...it was fun cause timmeo couldnt make it so i was thE only bass player around muaha hehehe...den every single day we had a sorta like dcg lessons where we learn bout david and den our speaker for the entire week pastor chow riite?would give us a speech...was pretty tiring listening to sermons earLy in the mornin so sometimes i dooz off bLah(!!soorRRy God!!)...so we had games in da park and oh yeah!! when we were playin ice breakers on monday, when we were playing wacko...someone called out aaron's name and like for no reason at all he yelled out: is rongxin here! ...like hell no~...funny guy...den there was also the squriel and tree game and edward pigged it by being the squriel just sitting in his little spot...so we all got pissed in a funny way......bacK to the park, it was rainy and stuff but we played on anyways...captain's ball/dog-bone "remix"/ultimate frisbee and to end the day we all dunk each other with water bombs while timmay prefered using the pail loLx

later in the night me and shawn had to plan for worship!!!due next mornin...so we quickily did some last min. prep and it was wednesday!!worship went smoothly...shawn opened ands i closed heh...den we went to jurong swimming complex...like a fantasy island miniature...super fun at the wave pooL but the slides were all the rage la

thursday was prayer hike i think??super tiring and tedeous...but i had cheese prata anyways!so we walked all over clementi until say....1130?was crazy la...so when we walked past church to our last destination aunty LL spotted us and called us back...big sigH***...so we all got back to our room and to our surprise we were the first??yea...kinda "huh" moments and soon everyone got back by 1230?...one hour grace i guessed..couldnt be that loong...and so we cramp in the final most memorable event...rooftop worship wohoo!...everyone was so at peace of mind and so enthu that i was shocked that almost everyone gave a testi after worship...the atmoshere was really tranqile and stuff by than i guessed it was friday aready and as usual for last night we all stayed up go 7'eleven...cup noodles yum and i got bored with playing daidi after playin it every single day after my june hoLs so decided to juz daze and talked...found jess so we kinda talked till we slept hah...and lydia took a pic of us manx!lydia!!but it was kinda like a friendship foto thingy except we both looked funny

den the sun came up and errr...sT lead worship and soon poof**...slammed myself onto the bed...super tired...din wake up till 8?musical prac on both weekends and mark/tabitha/me/carol/wen e/beL went to see national treasure...miss nic cage manx...but they said it suckeD i dunno...and mark and i slept over at sam's...got the flu bug and here i am at last...i think im gonna take my panadols again*bbbbplllllzzzz**blows nose*

fresh start

2004-12-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahax...like the new template?its not really done yet as ya can see so those of ya who know HTML please help canz!...still trying to learn though oiC...

manx...felt so wasted la...my whooole hols i din even blog bout it like prom night/chalet/changi project/and like the recent church camp! and i guess christmas eve which will be here soOn hah!

wells till next blogger...